The new year

When every new year arrises, there are many challenges. Challenge number uno, what to make of this year. I make of this year to be fun filled with limitless laughture and fun. what you make of your year is completly up to you. Many of us decide that a new year means a new you. For some of us that quickly fades away after like the 17th of January. For a certain few, it remains. When a new year comes, everyone is gung ho anout joing a gym or making a better life. Every year should be the year to make a better life. For some odd reason, I feel like this is my year to shine. Every year since I can remember, I have set bogus resolutions. Resolutions to stop this or start that. Every year I end up not even completing my resolutions because they are bogus. This year for some reason, I believe that I can make it. That this is my year to shine. To step into the sunlioght and be a better me. Be a me that accomplished a lot, be a me that can do anything. Be a me that doesn't settle for anything just because it's comfertable. This is my year to focus on me and myself. Being an only child, I have been alone for many years, me and myself. For me, things have never been in full focus of perception of the real world. I always hope and dream of better life for all. I have always been excited for the summer when the sun shines the brightest. I have always been a dreamer, literally. Crazy dreams have always ruled my world. But, dreams aside, I finally feel that this is my year. I hope on everyone else that this is their year. But it takes one to realize what's in a year to really precieve a year. A full year from Januray to December is emence. It si 12 months of life. You can choose how to sepnd it. I choose to not let life pass me by anymore, it really hasn't, but this year I am me. Really me. Me who doesn't let life happen, who makes it happen the way I want it to. I want to be healhier. So in order for that to happen, I need to do it and not think about it. Doing is the act of movement. The act of accomplishment. You can not blame anyone else for your state of life. My state of life is now! Acting in the moment. Loving each moment!